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【】duced,shohel running,painting,laughing,furtherevidehevibrantan iheshellonthebed.hehadlisteogarthbrooksfrobr> starttofinish,andhadaskedhielfadozeionsaboutthebaby enhelsbestfriendhadntdenied. katherieredtherooookingingherkeys,she kissedraellgood.sohesbeenrubbingin creabr> isntthattypical.theylldoanythingtogettheirhandsonour bodies.” ”sexforus,”jacksaid,outofthegateatthe kofthegun.”itstarttofinish.so,hose drahinkingonrachelspartorwasshereally pregnant”katherinelookedto. ”eon,katherine,”heeotherthingsabout rachel.besides,yourenotdenyingit,eansshewas.unlessi sinterpretedthosedrathebaby.”herines eyesfelltorachel,hesaidagentler”look.knos goingtohappesbeenasleepinginher bed,usinghershoofaistershaped likeacuke.isioeatingherfrozenzui bread.iuttingshortsinherunder gettingfu”yes,shewas pregnant.”suddenlyreal,ittookhisbreath.helookedatrachel, tryingtoigihepaiouldshe pickupandleave,ifshe”katherineseyes rounded. ”ohno.shepregnant.itwasbefore.” ”before.”thatdeevenlesssense.”no.iwouldhaveknown.” ”fro,shebarelykneherself.things goingoresilence.whenshe ssedaperiod,shefiguredithestrain.shedidnt haveaninklinguntilshessedasendone,aheit go.likeisaid,thingse.shedidntknoto do.”heshookhishead.”ikhsalong ”sheonthsalong.” ”idhaveseenit.” ”notifshehiostarth.thebloatofearlypregnancy al.”jaselftothink bahelhadlostbeforethesplit.ae hehadsaid,therehadntbeenticyattheeherhewas travelingorohered.thereseen herundressedinanythingbutthedarkestofnight. ”butshee,”heargued.thatost.a babyaffetly.ababyhis. katherinesighed.”shetried.youriparted feelingsie.you.” sillfadstruggledagainto thinkback.therehadbeenatriptotorontothe split. yes,shehade.butthetrip hadbeenaniortantone.alargentracthadhunginthebalance. tuingtorachel,hesaid,”ikeptaskingyouwaswrong.you said,nothingterrible.thatyousaid,nothingterrible.you hadstochpains.ybetheflu,yousaid.”helookedat katherine. ”sheiscarrying”katherinenodded. hedehielfreerre.”shee ho,butshesaidsheeforfourdays. notoncedidshentionababy.”hefeltshakyinside,evenvurruru uellnorylozclosetotears.”thenthereripsinclose sequence.”andanultitueforethelastone.herecalledbeing ahatsheseedtobein...inpain.goodlord.shehad ured, beferkilledthetears.”e””she uldnt.” ”shelostababyididntkno,thebecauseihadnt sohoout”herinelookedreluttospeak,he eon,katherialkto.tell shesaid.” ”shesaiditiscarriage.ithingaboutyour relationship.thescarriagehecher.shesaasa signthattherriagework.” ”christ,”hesaidandpushedhishandsthroughhishair.” shetellafter””ere toseethegirls,nottoaskabouther.nothingthathappeer suggestedshewaswrong. sheyouriinher.” ”. ”hefeltansadness.”ahhh,rachel,”hebreathe, liftingherhandtohise.” ”adeadiffereherineasked. hefelttoohollourred. ”ybe.”heher daughter. theyhadtalkedabouthavingrechildren,buttheirfinanceswere stretchedhthen,oncehopeofdiapers,they ehefreedo ifhehadknoighthavetalked.she theonlyoneore.ifhehad knoehofrohattrip. atleast,rightnohatsoundedliketherightthingtodo.back then,heplaess,so involvedhitandhhiswork. ”foritsh,”katherinesaid,”shethebaby eyouforthe scarriage,onlyfootbeingfortandsupport happened.” ”yeah.”hesighed.”hatshedid.”sonowheknew hadaausedthatfinalbreak.notthatithelped.he stillfeltabandoned.rejected.alone.babyoobaby,shehadgone offandbegunanewlife. thinkingaboutthatneadehihinkaboutherfriendshiph katherine.”yousaidyoutheratthegynelogistsoffi carl””yes.” ”didshehaveretroubleaftersheleftthecity ””no.she,gettingtoknoal doctor.totalking.thereantrapport.ohingled toanother.henlunch,thenffee.shewasvery supportive.”hehoughtitheotherwayaround.”she ive”katherinepaled.shegaveaquicklittletipofher head,adisssalthatdisssednothing. ”or”heasked. heuldseehernd.thensheglanced backatthedoor.noonehere.shelookeddorachel.after ae,sheretuedtojack.”ihadjustbeendiagnosedh ...